ok, so ive been in college for about two months now and i finally found where i belong. i found amazing friends and company. but i honestly couldnt have gotten through all these transitions without one amazing girl who is on her way to becoming my best fran. Kayla Ewing is the coolest. we've eaten together, hung out, went shopping, cooked, talked, gotten to know each other on many levels. we've had some crazy adventures including wasted wednesday. we have tons of inside jokes and i seriously can tell her just about anything from relationships to personal problems back at home. Although our friendship was pretty much forced because of our living conditions, i feel like we would have become friends if we had met in a class. we instantly clicked. i have never had a friendship like this. they are definitely hard to come by. my friendships were always serious and boring. i have always been the loud one in the group but not anymore! kayla is crazy.....and so much fun and i am extremely grateful. so to Kayla...i love you girlie and we have so much more to do!!!! from our tu tu tu....to our 4.2 seconds to get into the elevator. from our very important anouncements and our shelf full of comida thats still there after two weeks.."i mean comeon...how could anyone eat so much right..." i guess this is what it means to make lifelong friendships in college.

my previous best friend or "rust ruddy", was a complete betch. she left me all alone my senior year to hang with a new group. that seriously sucked...i was constantly angry and hurt. she didnt understand why i was so mad, she thought she did nothing wrong. that girl had it coming for her. after prom, i refused to do anything with her any longer and i desperately tried to dump her, get rid of her, do anything to drop her entirely from my life but she held on like a leech, sucking all my feelings and energy outta me. im so glad that college came and we were forced to go our seperate ways...so to chele...peace out<3 i love you but you seriously need to get a life...and to kayleezy....i luff you...

"this ain't no temporary thing!"

i found out that instead of just 8 short months in Germany, kevin will be gone from July 2009 to July 2010. i have always been supportive of his dreams..i am extremely happy for him but i have to admit that there is a small part of me that would love it if he never went. i have 9 months left of pure joy and peace of heart, body, and soul. but where will that go when he leaves? i promised to wait and i will and when he gets back everything will be fine. 5 years of friendship will not go to waste. i'll be fine in the end. it it JUST a year. i have gone through so much worse. what worries me the most is the support system that i will not have. kevin has and always will be first and foremost my best friend. so to kevin...i love you. i always have and always will. this perfect relationship without fights, stress, worry and fear will continue. i am an 18 year old girl who seems to have found someone who fits her perfectly. i know how that sounds...i mean get real brittany, you're only 18! but still...sometimes it happens ya know? i am aware that 50% of marriages do not work especially if one is married too young. im not talking about marriage right now. no "here comes the Bride" until i am at least 25 years old. but this relationship is a forever. everyone who knows me, who knows kevin can see exactly what i am talking about and thats all that matters. in my Philosophy class i am learning about what happiness means to different philosophers. i am no philosopher but i do know what happiness means to me. maybe that'll be my next post. what happiness means to me. all i can say right now is that kevin is included<3

Elvia Sealey
Age: 18
Height: 5'4
Description: elveezy is the sweetest person you will ever meet. the first morning in our dorm, i woke up at 5am to her washing dishes. she has the most contagious laugh and biggest smile. her smile might even be bigger than mine. we've gotten along from the very start and our friendship just grows and grows. any dirt on this manzanita girl....nah...no dirt....a person as nice as her cant have any. she's originally from New York but moved to San Diego. she has a boyfriend named john who actually lives all the way in brooklyn...geesh. and i complain about kebin being 100 miles away. her going through that kind of strain definitely makes me appreciate what i have. Elvia has introduced me to some very legit people and i couldnt have asked for a better friend and roommate...love ya LV.

oh..and if you're ready for some laughs, check out our mini video labeled B and LV.....

Danielle Samson
Age:18
Height: 5 feet?
Weight: although her petite figure may fool you, this chubby little princess has a belly one might mistake for pregnancy. with a jiggle jiggle here and a jiggle jiggle there, this girl's hideous and monstrous figure will keep you up for nights on end as it has done so for me.
Description: huge head, super slanted super huge eyes, no neck...we call her toad. she has these little stubby legs with stubby toes and a huge upper half but tiny bottom. her skin is covered in red....shes just red. her legs have huge always open pores. that or she just doesnt shave well enough.

Problem: she's a disaster on two feet. completely disgusting if you ask me. Messy, dirty, rude, inconsiderate. every single girl in this dorm has kindly cleaned up after themselves and even offered to clean after others. Not Danielle or MB as we graciously dubbed her...Moldy Betch. she leaves her dishes everywhere and doesnt even bother to help out. oh and she just about finished TWO WHOLE GALLONS of MILK by herself. seriously...milk is 5 bucks a gallon nowadays. who does she think she is? so my sweetheart of a roommate elvia decides that she's going to buy herself a small gallon of milk so she could have some cereal breakfast. MB came home and saw milk in the fridge with a name written in permanet marker claiming that the gallon of milk was elvia's. good for you Elveezy! MB was pissed off and asked my other awesome roommate kayla if we were all buying our own milk now? hehehe...maybe if you stopped eating and drinking all the milk you'd lose some of that EXTRA baggage sweetie....
i'm horrible but she really gets on my nerves...

maybe i should stop. ok...to balance out my meaness, i'll say one niice thing about her...mmmmmmmmm....ummm.....she lets me use her straightener....ahahahhaa

My pointe shoes: they will always remind me of what was and will always be

a photograph of me at that exact moment: a smile captured and saved for a rainy day

my love book: its a book i created with my bf Kevin...every date and memory written down and sealed with a kiss. a priceless treasure to show to future family...maybe...hopefully<3